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My Dying Wish // Phan

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Reads 121
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"But you burn the light behind my eyes.. don't leave me"


Tw:possible death//suicide, self harm, eating disorders.

Don't read past here if you're easily triggered by these things please! I love you all < 3


(Phil is 6'4 in this book and dan is 6'1, just saying.)All Rights Reserved

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