Forgotten➳n.h.
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  • Reads 77,734
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  • Parts 46
  • Time 3h 42m
Complete, First published Jan 17, 2014
"Right now, we don't want to love each other, but we do. Our relationship is toxic, but we can't be without each other," he says, "even when we don't want to be."

I look into his baby blue eyes, speechless. He just looks at his feet, but then back at me. 

"We'll see," I tell him.

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a/n hi sorry i wrote this book when i was basically a baby child think, so it's not very good but has had some editing so i apologize for how bad it is.

a/n it's been 5 years since i wrote this book and it fuckin sucks so like if u wanna torture ur self then read it ig
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Indelible Memories// KTH

6 parts Ongoing

You take the last spoon of porridge near his mouth. he make a disgusting face because he doesn't like it but you glare at him making him eat it while pouting.You chuckled softly. You stand up and put the empty bowl down and take a glass of water gave it to him and you take two medicines one white and another was green. You sit beside him. You gave him medicines. "Mini" he called you by your nickname he discovered for you. You nodded waiting for him to say something. "To whom we say I Love You ?!?" He asked innocently making you smile at his cuteness. He blink his eyes waiting for your answer. You look at the white wall infront of you. "We say 'I Love You' to the person who loves you, care about you, makes you happy, and with whom you want to stay with rest of your life" You explained to him, felt him staring at your face. You look at him. He was gazing at your face with unfamiliar glint in his eyes. And he look away gave you empty glass and you put it down. "Now it's time to take rest" you informed him. He nodded innocently making you giggle. You attached his forehead to yours after placing a peck on his forehead. He look in your eyes as well you too. "I love you" he said out of nowhere. You look at him with an emotion you don't even know. He leaned forward and placed his lips on your making your eyes widened. He back away immediately and laid down after covering himself with duvet making you froze at your place. Still processing what happened few seconds ago... ______ He came closer to you and caged you between himself and the wall. "Answer my question Miss Min!? Have we met before? Do I knew you?" He asked in his deep voice that may cause you to shivered. You look in his eyes which was staring into your soul but they look blank. He isn't your Tae anymore. You look away and take a deep breath. "N-no-no" you speak. He know you are lying his eyes darken. _______ "I don't want him to remember me. He isn't my baby bear anymore" What happened next??? Read