REDEFINED
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My anxiety is....
🦋that butterflies-in-your-stomach feeling every time I leave the house
😫that terrible feeling of dread and fear the moment I think I messed up
🚫NOT what defines me👑
"Really, at the end of the day, the only thing you can control is yourself; the only person you can truly educate is yourself. You have to redefine what beauty is to you so you can't be affected by what people are saying."
-Rupi Kaur
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