Drowning with fear
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Drowning with fear
Staring, glaring towards the ceiling, believing that something might transpire when something did happen my disappointment decreases my expectations, pending palms approached my visual sight,
but all I could remember is that I was drowning with fear........
On the 1st of July 1989 was full of lamenting feeling's spinning in everybody's heads but worst of all that was the day of pile upon piles of me regretting on one stupid mistake I obtained. "Zoe ..Zoe wake up" yelled dad "WHAT???!!!!" I groaned but no replies "URGG!!" I growled so I slipped into my white silky robe headed out my room and going directly to my living room expecting that my dad would be waiting patiently for me. "What do you want dad???" I said standing there with a slouched back dad just said to me "breakfast" I gazed at him suspiciously and said "okay??" as I carefully went down stairs I rapidly grabbed my cereal and started eating it was sooooo joyless and boring, when finally my mum said "Let's go bowling" my little sister was sooooo happy and my big brother agreed massively to that suggestion
But I didn't like that idea so I didn't really care that much because I already knew I was not going to go but I realised I made a really HORRIBLE decision................
BY Hhaid
*Dear all wonderful readers if you want to see a part 2 of this story it will come REALLY soon thank you kind regard Hhaid*
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