" I was never truly able to express myself in the way I wanted to. Emotions weren't my kind of stuff. I was a practical and logical human being, and I supressed emotions as much as I could. But nonetheless I wanted to express myself more. I wanted to actually show the people I cared about that I, in fact, do. care about them. But how could you expect from someone who never truly believed in emotions or love or anything in between to do that? It was hard, it was way to hard. But I tried."