Elle s'appelle Alix
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Son prénom est Alix. Alix ne sait pas encore qui elle est ni ce qu'elle aimerait devenir. Son chemin se dessine au fil de ses pas, des détours qu'elle emprunte et de ses allers et venus. Elle prend les virages à toute vitesse, elle marche à reculons, s'arrête parfois mais ne contemple jamais. Elle attend beaucoup, d'elle-même, des autres et du temps sans trop savoir quoi. Elle n'existe que dans des regards, et se fait sa propre idée d'elle-même en fonction d'autrui pour finalement n'ingurgiter que le mauvais qui la gangrène. Elle se montre optimiste pour les autres, beaucoup moins s'il s'agit d'elle. Elle s'appelle Alix, elle est unique comme autant d'autres jeunes femmes sur Terre.
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