Phil Lester is a YouTuber who lives in London. He has a following of, just recently, 4 million people. He has been making a name for himself. He loves his job, but he is missing something. Dan Howell is a law school drop out from the University of Manchester. He has been doing YouTube since he graduated high school. He now does YouTube full time. He has a following of six million people. He still feels lonely. What happens if Dan and Phil never met in 2009? In a world where Dan and Phil aren't "Dan and Phil", will the phandom still ship them? Will fate intervene? Warnings: Language, Depression, Self-Harm, Hospitals Cover Art credit: http://maddox-rider.tumblr.com/

When Dan- danisnotonfire- dies in a crash, Phil- amazingphil- is distraught. It was all so sudden, no warnings, just a phone call. Phil learns that he should never miss chances- take risks- you never know when your time will run out. ~UNDER EDITING~ finished: 25/04/13

Daniel Howell and Phil Lester have gone through a lot together. ***TRIGGER WARNING- SELF HARM / SUICIDE ATTEMPTS / DEPRESSION / HOMOSEXUALITY /SAD/ANGST***

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Hi my name is Phil Lester I'm a single father of one his name is James Lester I took the James part from my ex boyfriend Daniel James Howell even though he doesn't know it. I really miss Dan but things just didn't work out but you'll just have to read to find out why

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