Drained memories

(I'm just clearing up my drafts so here.. also I won't focus much on this story so yeah.)
Edd finds himself back in his old apartment, filled with the horrifying memories and flashes he gets from time to time. Having amnesia isn't exactly wonderful. He then discovers a heart breaking confession from his so called friend, the red leader.

Includes: maybe slight nsfw?
gore
flashes
mental abusement as well as physical
drinking
smoking(tordy)
tomell
suicidal thoughts