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Inner Demons

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Reads 613
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Parts 23
Time 1h 9m

abuse bullying depression family friendship saveme suicidalthoughts trigger

"Ruby you are so stupid/worthless/pathetic!"
I hear that all the time, if only the words didn't bother me but they do. I wish it would stop. I wish I had a friend at least, so I knew at least one person in the world thought I was worth their time.

*There are some very dark themes here in this story just be aware. And beware if the stuff in the story will trigger any thoughts and feelings like this!!*All Rights Reserved

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