when i started to fall

This book is all about my "fall".
My history maybe isn't perfect or agitating.
But I feel a need to tell it.

Now, when I'm nineteen, I feel pride and that I'm coming out.
But when I was fifeteen, nothing was simple, and everything was hard to me. I wasn't accepted by peers, parents, family. Even friends. Even MYSELF.
I don't live in England nor America, but in a little, intolerant state.
I don't know English that much as you, so please, correct me, if I write something wrong, but don't hate me.