Mon Amour
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Last published Fri, Jul 21, 2017
I used to think that the worst feeling in the world was wanting somebody who doesnt want you back.
But ive come to realise that there is something so much worse..
Its missing somebody.
Its worse because you have something with them that wont ever go away..
No matter how many times you try to forget them..
Memories you had with that person and now they're gone, youve lost them...
And not bieng able to change that can change you..
It can make you hallow and empty because it turns out that what you need to Feel complete was what you took for granted..
And you cant go back and prevent it from happening..
It just is..but it can absolutely destroy you, but then i also realised that this "it" this thing, this something that im blaming...was actually nothing but my self..
Im sorry Mon Amour..
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