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philophobia
(n.) fear of being in or falling in love

Innocent Phil Lester has a run in with one of the local bad boys, Daniel Howell, who lets Phil off after some playful name calling. After their meeting, they seem to run into each other more frequently and build some sort of strange connection. But because they are both afraid of love, will they allow that connection to develop into something more?

Punk!Dan X Pastel!Phil
*I decided to write this because I feel like this suits their personalities better than the Pastel!Dan X Punk!Phil that the majority of the Phandom prefers. Please No Hate!*

⚠️Rated M⚠️
For language, alcohol use, sexual content in later chapters, possibly talk of depression.All Rights Reserved

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The Book of Lies || Phan [[COMPLETED]] by DansPlacenta

After Dan Howell dies at the tragically young age of 26, he is greeted by death with a book. A book of every lie that anyone had ever told him. This seems like harmless fun but as he nears the end, he realized everything isn't as it seemed in life with his best friend, Phil Lester. Ship: Phan, Kickthesticks Genre: fluff/angst (no smut) Trigger Warnings: male X male, major character death, suicide, self harm, existencial questions, depression, abuse, torture situations, substance abuse and panic attacks. (i want all of you to be safe and happy whilst reading this so if you are triggered by any of these please don't read)

Do You Trust Me? // Phan Pastel And Punk AU by apotatothatshipsphan

Daniel Howell is not a normal teenager. He wears pastel and flower crowns. He is openly gay and has a very loving family. But he is bullied everyday, and is depressed. No one but him now about why goes on in his mind. Philip Lester is not a normal teenager. Has many tattoos and piercings. Who has a rough home life sense he's been little, but it got worse once he came out to his family as bisexual. He struggles with the voices in his head. Just a story about two boys who trust eachother and fall in love. With up's and down's along the road. There is some smut. *TRIGGER WARNINGS* Depression, Anxiety, Self harm, Abuse, Homophobic slurs, Eating disorder, And bullying. If you are triggered by any of the things above, do not read. Many chapters contains one or more of the warnings listed above. •I'm american so I use american terms• Completed on 11-21-18

The First Time (Phan) by PhanIAm

Dan was a teenage boy who was a bit awkward and not the most popular person. He was happy, but not the happiest he could be. That was until he was told about a certain YouTuber who changes his life forever. A FICTIONAL story of how Phan became what it is today. This is a safe Phan fiction with no triggers (although if anyone disagrees be sure to let me know).

Danny's Girl (Phan) by SmolSalmon

I've read a bunch of phan, so why not write one? Dan Howell's life couldn't be any better at the moment. He has met the most beautiful, charming, kind girl he could ever imagine, and she loves him back. Everything is perfect... but not for Phil. Phil Lester has always been in love with Dan since the first moment he first met him, but now Phil's heart is crushed. He has some suspicions of Dan's girlfriend, but Dan just brushes it off, ignoring Phil completely. Unfortunately, Phil's bad feelings may be true... Sexual content, self harm, language, and domestic abuse warning. Also, I'm American, so if I get anything wrong, please tell me. ••• Update: This is very old (not really that old) writing! It's cringy as hell, and I apologize in advance. I have fixed a few errors, so if it seems slightly different than it was before, that's why.

You Look Happier by Behind-The-Curtain

(NOTE: Yes, I know the timeline and facts are going to be a little bit off, it's a story, not an autobiography - don't come at me lol - just enjoy! Thank you for reading.) Dan and Phil were just two nerdy guys who became friends online, and began making YouTube videos for their own hobby and joy. Little did they know just how big it would become over the many years. In these years, they had poured in so much hard work, and dedication, only to face the toxicity of the internet amongst fans. Yet, they navigated their way through everything, pushing through and battling their own mental health in the process. But happens when Dan isn't content just being friends.. how could he possibly navigate that? "This was the most fun I've ever had."

Finding the Phandom: A Dan and Phil AU by AmberIssues0

Phil Lester is a YouTuber who lives in London. He has a following of, just recently, 4 million people. He has been making a name for himself. He loves his job, but he is missing something. Dan Howell is a law school drop out from the University of Manchester. He has been doing YouTube since he graduated high school. He now does YouTube full time. He has a following of six million people. He still feels lonely. What happens if Dan and Phil never met in 2009? In a world where Dan and Phil aren't "Dan and Phil", will the phandom still ship them? Will fate intervene? Warnings: Language, Depression, Self-Harm, Hospitals Cover Art credit: http://maddox-rider.tumblr.com/

The Good, The Bad, and The Dirty by HomoWriter

I wrote this when I was 13 and I'm so embarrassed of it, I wanna delete this story so bad because it's actual trash but so many people like it so I'm keeping it up. I'm so sorry I wouldn't bother reading this my writing has improved so much. Philip Lester didn't believe in Love. Until He did. Daniel Howell loved love. He couldn't wait to meet his soul mate. Little did he know his soul mate was right in front of him. Warnings⚠️ Self harm mention, rape attempt, abuse, sexual content, and death Punk!Phil and Pastel!Dan Side Pairings: Kickthepj, Fack, Jyatt and Sophia Lillis and Jeremy Taylor Started: August 7th 2018 Ended: September 29th 2018

Tinder - D.JH. by yuhsuga

[COMPLETED] (This was written before Dan came out! I am in no way meaning to invalidate his sexuality, I love him to death!) Based on Dan's video, "Would you date THE REAL Dan?" but it takes a twist. Said video has since been deleted due to an user request to Tinder's app. Rest in peace, Would you date THE REAL Dan?, 2017-2017. Forever in our memories, but never quite taking it to our hearts. Best Ranking: #1 in #danielhowell Warning: Contains sexual content and some other graphic imagery. ©yuhsuga, 2017

The pastel inside of you by aktorii

Dan!Pastel Phil!Punk Dan and Phil have been friends since Dan moved into the neighbourhood when he was ten. Now sixteen Phil and him have grown further apart. Phil got tattoos, lip piercings and and wears dark clothing while Dan got flower crowns, pastel skirts and jumpers. Dan liked Phil and vice versa until one night when Phil got drunk and kissed Dan. His mum found out and wasn't impressed. Did he stay in Manchester and with his true love or will he move just to please his disowning mother? Find out in The pastel inside of you. Editing in progress. Editor - @TheObessedShipper Sequel coming soon!!!!

Longest Summer::Pastel!Dan X Punk!Phil by theonlyPinkiePie

Pastel!Dan x Punk!Phil Dan Howell was different to say the least, he was the only guy in his school to wear flowers in his perfectly straightened hair, to wear button down shirts under his pastel colored jumpers, or wear pastel jumpers. Or to wear light colored skinny jeans and converse. He only had two friends, the only other people to dress similar to him. Phil Lester was the opposite, he wore all black, his fringe was dyed blue and he pierced and tattooed his skin against his mothers wishes. He was the schools bad boy, he could care less about his grades or where he would go after high school. He spent his days sassing his teachers, bullying helpless peers and skipping class. On the last day of school Dans friends invite him along to a summer camp so the three of them can enjoy the three months of summer vacation away from their small town. Dan agrees, mainly to get away from a particular bully, Phil Lester, who seems to be set out for him and only him until he realizes, Phil is at camp too. Against Dans deepest desire to return to their small town, he stays, and prepares for the longest summer of his lifetime.

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The Book of Lies || Phan [[COMPLETED]]

After Dan Howell dies at the tragically young age of 26, he is greeted by death with a book. A book of every lie that anyone had ever told him. This seems like harmless fun but as he nears the end, he realized everything isn't as it seemed in life with his best friend, Phil Lester. Ship: Phan, Kickthesticks Genre: fluff/angst (no smut) Trigger Warnings: male X male, major character death, suicide, self harm, existencial questions, depression, abuse, torture situations, substance abuse and panic attacks. (i want all of you to be safe and happy whilst reading this so if you are triggered by any of these please don't read)