philophobia
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philophobia
(n.) fear of being in or falling in love
Innocent Phil Lester has a run in with one of the local bad boys, Daniel Howell, who lets Phil off after some playful name calling. After their meeting, they seem to run into each other more frequently and build some sort of strange connection. But because they are both afraid of love, will they allow that connection to develop into something more?
Punk!Dan X Pastel!Phil
*I decided to write this because I feel like this suits their personalities better than the Pastel!Dan X Punk!Phil that the majority of the Phandom prefers. Please No Hate!*
⚠️Rated M⚠️
For language, alcohol use, sexual content in later chapters, possibly talk of depression.
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