Mirror of Alone
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Nothing but yourself, and a mirror; being left alone with only your thoughts is dangerous.
*****This is my figurative story about how I overcame my body dysmorphia insecurities and how I was alone during the process. I have a true recommendation to my friend, she's the one who made my book cover and that rose is her print on my story. She's been through the bad, good, and all of the above, and the craziest part: I don't even know her in real life! She lives in Serbia and I'm in the US, and we've known each other for about 3 years and we talk almost on a daily basis! Sorry for it being amateurish; what else can I do under 500 hundred words? Enjoy. Published: 8/22/17 10:48 PM (CDT).
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