Splintered Soul
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Last published Mon, Aug 14, 2017
Many people walk around with their emotions bottled up inside them. These eventually show through, leaving friends, family and anyone acquainted with them walking on eggshells, too afraid to set off these victims of caged emotions. Emotions, emotions, emotions...they're not that bad. Some are not so great, but one can steer them in the right direction. That is why TODAY! I am breaking away from the stigma and establishing a name for MYSELF by making these feelings and experiences into something beautiful. Yes..I have a splintered soul, but it is slowly being put together.
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