Anguish
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Last published Sun, Jul 23, 2017
I rushed in my bathroom looking under the sink for a razor, once I found one I began cutting into my smooth skin.
"Fuck!" I yelled in pain from the feeling of my skin opening up. I cut my arm once more and rinsed the razor off and put it back.
Then I took a towel and slightly wet it, gently wiping away the blood. I stared down at the now fresh cuts and........
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