This Story Is Based On The Song Blame It On Me By Chrisette Michele ... It's about Me , The Narrator , I'm from Newark, New Jersey and I think that I can make any and everything go exactly how I have it planned in my dream world until I get older and realize that nothing will be the same because when you're young and unknowledged everything seems perfect but as you grow mentally, physically and emotionally everything is picture perfectly fucked up! My Name Is Cai'Lai Dionè Essence... But everyone likes to call me Essence Or Lai which ever floats their boat... I have so many nicknames but these are the most common ones...