I don't know anymore
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I guess just random shit I think up, same as any other shitty story I've made. I may get a bit of good feedback but a friends opinion feels biased and I can see my own flaws, I rush the book, don't describe well enough and make everything a confusing mess and it honestly pisses me off, I am not good at writing and I never have been, I have yet to pass an English class and I'm a fucking junior. I don't get why I try, maybe it's just because it gives me a way to show off my fucking ideas but what's the point when it's in shitty writing from a shitty person. I don't even know proper grammar so I constantly make mistakes, it may be human to make mistakes but I MAKE TOO MANY OF THEM! To be honest this book might just be me ranting about my life so just sit back and get ready because there's a lot to fucking share. I am just some piece of shit emo kid so the source is large
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