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Diza || Why'd You Fall For Me? [On Hold]
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I heard my girlfriend crying while on the phone as I lay nearly lifeless. I knew I was almost done for, I've been waiting for this day for years now. I faintly heard the ambulance when it had arrived. 4 men lifted me up onto the gurney and rushed me to the ambulance. They wrapped up my blood gushing wrists. This isn't what I had planned for. I was so close to ending my life how so many people wished including myself.
TRIGGER WARNINGS!!!
•Suicide Attempts
•Suicide
•Self Harm
•Possible Smut Scenes
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