The theories are true, there was and 8th member that member was me, Kim Ji-Soo. They didn't think anyone would notice I was gone. But some of you did, how could you not? I was the leader of BTS. I was happy, in love with the man of my dreams and in love with the spotlight, before everything went wrong. It all went wrong. It was so perfect, almost too perfect, I-we, we had everything we could ever wish for well they still have everything, maybe they didn't need me after all. Sometimes I can't help but wonder maybe I am better off dead. I am the eighth member and this is the story of how I died.