Y/N's life isn't the worst, others have it worse than her. Her mom is bipolar, and gets mad at Y/N for small reasons. Her step dad is an alcoholic just like her real father. Shes also abused by her real father. Her "friends" all insult her ever since kindergarten, now she is in 12th grade and its still the same. What happens when she meets her favourite band? Warning: This is my first book sorry if it sucks. There will eventually be sexual content... when I feel the time is right. There is also self harm so trigger warning!