Dear Diary, My name is Harry Styles. I'm 19 years old. I was bor- Ah fuck this.. I didn't buy this to write about my life. In fact I didn't even buy this stupid thing. Louis did he's the only one that knows about my condition. No I don't have cancer or anything I'm not dying from leukemia. I'm gay and I'm in love with my Best friend Niall Horan and we're in a band together. A famous band. Called One Direction. I've known that I've been in love with Niall for two years. But I've also known for two years that I can't have him because he has a girlfriend and she's probably one of the prettiest girls in the world. Kris Green, model and singer born in New York City and girlfriend to Niall James Horan. A.K.A the boy that will never love me back. The day I realized I was in love with Niall. I ran to Louis and Zayn's apartment. Thank God Zayn was out with Perrie because I was a real mess. Louis convinced me that being gay was okay. But it's not fair! It's not normal for a boy to like Another boy. God made women and men to be together. He didn't make men and men. There was no Adam and Adam. He made Adam and Eve. I don't know what's wrong with me. I try not to be this way. It's Niall Horan that did this to me. I know he won't love me back, and don't call me selfish but if I can't have him no one can. I know he isn't gay but I'm willing to open him up and set his gay free. I'm willing to break every chainAll Rights Reserved