Lucid || jian

Kian Lawley had the perfect life, and Jc couldn't live his life without these voices and people in his head. Kian fell in love with him, and Jc couldn't even remember his name.

that tortured little head,
that you so happily call home,
excites me.
every misunderstood thought,
every peculiarity,
every diversion from the norm
has me wanting to dive deeper,
and for good reason.
nobody wants to live
to live in any degree of normality.
and nobody wants to make love to a mind that is any less fractured then their own.
- Gareth Egan