Too Far Gone
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"There is one picture of Cara and I at a family picnic, she was so beautiful with her long dark hair blowing in the breeze of the spring day. Her curvy figure was outlined so well in that flowy summer dress. And then there's me with my arm around her waist smiling like an idiot.
The funniest thing about this picture is that we are both blushing like crazy from this "intimate" position. It's crazy to think how much I have changed in the four years she's been gone. I now fuck nameless girls with coke in my nose and whiskey on my breathe without hesitation.
Would I still be the same shy guy around Cara? One thing is for sure, I have never stopped loving her... I just pray she will still love me for who I am now. Because I don't love who I have become, how can she?"
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