If Only You Knew ( A Urban Love Story )
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dxminican
Ongoing, First published Jan 19, 2014
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"You don't want me you never wanted me!" I yelled pushing him constantly.
He then pushed me on the bed and hovered over me. 

"Baby, you're absolutely right"

"See that's what I'm talking abo-" he cut me off.

"I need you, I crave you and I can't live without you! Dammit, I love you Natalia!" He said with pleading & lust filled eyes.

"No you don't, you never did"

He then sighed. "If only you knew.."
~~~~~~~~~~~~
Natalia Aiko Gomez is the new girl to Iona Prep High and though envied by many still has her many insecurities. She has a dark past and even darker conscious but still knows how to keep a smile on her face. Love never really was her thing but that all will change when she meets star football player, Justin Combs. Will this end in happily ever after? Or will Justin's desperation to get in the NFL stand in the way?
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