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Loosing myself

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Parts 23
Time 11m

dyinginside wattys2017

Just quick " poems" not really , just all of my depressing feelings in different chapters. If you enjoy reading or relating to these kind of touchy subjects, I'll keep posting more chapters. Like I said again I write this stuff because it helps me get through tough times, I hope it helps express yourself in any way, if you are struggling with  this topic. I'm not a professional writer just a very  depressed person😂 enjoy. if you wanna read some more cool and amazing poems. Check out my girl m_girl13 and you will find some really good shit over there👌All Rights Reserved

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𝕽𝕿𝕸𝕰𝕸𝕭𝕰𝕽 𝕸𝕰 𝕸𝖗. 𝕽𝖀𝕯𝕰

" h-hyung ... I am happy t-that you l-love me... r-remember me M-Mr. Rude...." "How can you..... n-not t-this fast....." Min Yoongi The CEO of Min Fictions had always encouter with nightmares from his past life ever since he turned 18. He never believed in love nor take any of these nightmare serious untill he met his new P.A Park jimin. Even though jimin is a type yoongi dislikes the most that one particular boy had took over every corner of his mind. He never knew this meeting will unfold new chapters in his life as well as in the life of the people around him. Will yoongi able to get what he is destined for in this last and final chance ? Or is he gonna loose everything in this final chance and,let himself and his fellow mates fell into this loop again just because of his hatred towards Love? _________________________________________ ⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ * boy×boy ( if you don't ship yoonmin or homophobic then this story is not for you) * this story is totally fictional and had nothing to do with the real-life of BTS or idols mentioned in this ff. it had nothing to do with the history of Korea and it's just my imagination. Inspired from daechwita MV Hi, ARMYs this is my first ff and first time writing on Wattpad. So you can share your opinions but also cop with my little mistakes HOPE YOU ENJOY ! S̲h̲i̲p̲s̲ : 𝕐𝕠𝕠𝕟𝕞𝕚𝕟 𝕋𝕒𝕖𝕜𝕠𝕠𝕜 ℕ𝕒𝕞𝕛𝕚𝕟 𝕐/𝕟 𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕖 ℂ𝕙𝕠𝕚𝕤𝕠𝕟 𝕄𝕒𝕣𝕜𝕛𝕚𝕟 𝓑𝓮𝓼𝓽 𝓡𝓪𝓷𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼 #2 ɪɴ ᴊɪᴍɪɴʏᴏᴏɴɢɪ #23ɪɴ ᴍᴀʀᴋᴊɪɴ #11 ɪɴ ᴅᴀᴇᴄʜᴡɪᴛᴀ #61 ɪɴ ʏᴏᴏɴᴍɪɴꜰꜰ Started : 9 June 2023