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To Hell and Back for You

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Reads 1,004
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Parts 42
Time 7h 37m

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[Paranormal/Gay Romance/Adventure] Carrying the memories of an abusive childhood home, Mark develops a habit which leads to grand delusions and the unintentional death of his romantic partner. Three years later, he has sobered, but guilt has left him bereft. When proof surfaces of the reality of those prior beliefs, this suicidal young man finds himself on a path to recover his lover's lost soul. But will dedication to fixing his past leave him without a future?

GENRE: Struggle, Paranormal, Romance (Gay Male)
RATING: Mature for Thematic Elements, Violence, Language
POINT OF VIEW: First
TRIGGER WARNING: Self-harm, Substance Abuse, Suicidal Behavior, Child Abuse, Physical & Emotional Abuse
WORD COUNT: 94,756All Rights Reserved

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