Rayan's been hurt before . He's been beaten in previous relationship & doesn't seem to trust anyone anymore . His band members want him to be happt . Except Chresanto . Chresant see's Rayan as a weakling . Chresanto is always picking on Rayan , trying to make him feel worse every chance he can . Rayan tries to ignore Chresantos ways , but fails . Every hate filled word Chresanto says is another stab to the heart . Rayan loves Chresanto , more than anything in the world . But the way Chresanto hurts him is to much . He isn't sure what to do if the one he loves keeps hurting him so deeply . [ Boy x Boy ] c; Like Always . So , if you against it , you best not be leaving no hate comments (; Cause , I really don't give a damn <3