To Jennifer Thompson, her body and her soul have always been two distinctly separate things--there's Jen, the girl she's been since childhood, the dork obsessed with 90s sitcoms and comic books and Christmas jumpers. Then there's Jennifer--the 304-pound monster, tall, heavy and daunting. Too big to feel pretty, too dark to feel accepted, Jen is surprised to strike a secret friendship with Brandon Rogers, star quarterback and boyfriend of her light, thin and perfect cousin Faith. But when she begins to intrude on the carefully-constructed world of Richmond High's social elite, things start to spiral.....
Join Jennifer as she charts the path of accepting her body and colour, and avoiding the mistakes so many women have made before her, including her own mother.
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"Brilliant!" - my mother.
"Wait, you can actually write?" - my brother.
"This is so such a good book. But why did you call her Jennifer? Is it because you think I'm fat??" - my friend, Jennifer.
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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