I've always thought about what would happen after I die. Who would miss me? Would anyone actually care? Who would it inevitably effect? The only people I ever come to think of are my parents. I know they care and love me, but some days it still feels like they never do. They never notice when I stop eating for weeks at a time. They never notice when I wear my bracelets all the time or always have my long sleeves on. My name is Carter and I'm a 15 year old who has struggled more than I should've. Can someone help me find my happiness from within, or will i struggle the journey on my own? -------------------------------------------------- This book explores very mature content. Read at your own risk.All Rights Reserved