scarred • phan soulmate au

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Reads 121,663
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Parts 37
Time 56m

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an au where if your soulmate gets hurt, you get hurt.

"mind if i sit here?"

"not really"

"hi, i'm phil lester"

"dan howell"



1st book


!note that in this fanfic they're the same age! 
!TW for mentions of self harm!All Rights Reserved

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