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So Cold

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Time <5 mins

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anaheim hockeyplayer romance struggle

I am trying so hard to forget. 
This constant aching feeling that stirs inside my chest. 
The fear in me always drags me down.
The guilt I feel will not let me up again; I am crushed by the weight. 
Despite the light that you have shone. 
The dark has become what I know. 
I am fighting to find my way out of it...

Misty Durbin has multiple dark secrets that have been haunting her for years. 
Ryan Kesler is a seemingly perfect stranger with good intentions.

This won't end well for either one of them



Her name is Misty, an insecure 27 year old. Someone who thinks she needs to be better. Someone who's not proud of who they are.

Then there's him, Ryan (Kesler) a 32 year old with an aggravating personality on the ice. And a caring and humorous one off of it.





Chapter titles inspired after Ben Cocks': So ColdAll Rights Reserved

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