This is my story. as much as I wish it were, it's not sugar-coated. You'll understand that joke after you read this. My message to anyone who reads this (without spoiling the story) is to not give up, or give in. It gets tough, but you honestly can't just quit. yes it takes hard work. so what? If you need motivation, MAKE SOME. if you need support, FIND SOME. You're not alone. trust me.