Deal with it!?
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Complete Tue, Aug 1, 20179m
Imagine you are twenty now and nobody has kissed you in all those years. You've been single all the time. How long does it take to tear you down? To see happy couples all around you.
Let's find out together.
This is my first attempt for a real and serious story. As you can read about me, my native language is not English. Therefore I'm trying my best to keep a high level of my writing. If you find any wrong terms, or if my grammar is wrong do not hesitate to tell me. I want to learn and improve myself. I hope you'll enjoy my story :)
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