Mind in Neverland
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Dear Diary, Hi, I'm Hollie. I'm 18, and this is my first year starting college. Well, I guess I should tell you a little more about me, but there isn't a whole bunch. I'd say I'm your average teen girl, but with less of a chance of love. I'm different. ~Oh, this silly, anxious, curious, shy little me.. I don't show it, but I have high anxiety, and I hate my life. I need something to distract me from negative thoughts. I need love. Someone to hold me, and protect me, and make me smile. ~Silly, anxious, curious, shy little me, you don't have a chance. Well hey, it's not worth a try, but I'm going to try anyways. The one who wrote on this page, Silly, anxious, curious, shy little me.
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