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12am and i'm still alive....

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~ 12am and let's pray that i'm still breathing.~
Veronica Brentwood, owner of a "blog" called Veronica's Doodle Diary. Writes about her daily life style after her girlfriend cheats on her for a man.  and family problems start to bloom. 12am and on telling tale by tale of Veronica's life. What will happen to her next?  You'll have to stick around.....
~ some talk about suicide ~All Rights Reserved

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