Aphmau: Hidden Pain |COMPLETED|
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A/N this book has foul language in some chapters, so if you don't like profanities, then this book isn't for you.
This book does NOT support self harm, abuse or any other type of thing in that category.
Feel free to PM me with any complaints about the book.
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"Aphmau! get your lazy butt down here and get to school!" Mom yelled.
I ran downstairs and headed into the kitchen.
"WHAT do you think your doing?" mom asked.
"Getting breakfast...." I muttered.
"What have I told you about talking!? NOT allowed! now get to school!" Mom yelled and practically shoved me out the door.
I ended up bumping into a boy with a red jacket and a bandana over his eyes.
"watch where your going!" he growled.
I just walked away silently.
"LOOK AT ME WHEN IM TALKING TO YOU!" he yelled.
Silence.
This is only the beginning of a long year of bullies
pain.
scars.
bruises.
heartbreak.
and falling in love again.
~~~~~~~~~~
She hurts and she cries,
But you cant see the depression in her eyes,
Because she hides it with a smile.
~~~~~~~~
Look at your cuts
Or your burns
Or those bruises you gave yourself
Each one is a battle with yourself
That you lost.
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