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After You

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[[Teen Fiction | Romance | LGBT | Trigger Warning: Suicide]]

17-year-old Alfie Rees committed suicide, leaving no note and plenty of unanswered questions. Through a series of letters, those closest to him - the girlfriend, the best friend, the twin brother, the childhood friend and the outsider - reminisce, ask questions and begin to explore a life without him in it. 

What begins as an exercise suggested by a bereavement counsellor quickly becomes a lifeline, as the friends cling desperately to any part of Alfie they can. However, the letters lead them to question everything. Could they have done more to stop him? Who are they without him? Just how well did they really know Alfie Rees?All Rights Reserved

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Letters To And From by justalex95_

Anth comes into Kade's life exactly when they need him. The two of them save each other in ways the other doesn't understand. But when Anth's grandpa gets sick he's the only one willing and able to take care of him. So he has to leave Kade and move across the country. So they agree to write letters to each other, neither of them ready to say goodbye. These are those letters. But will the letters be enough? Or will Kade's heart get stolen by someone else? ⚠️ Trigger Warnings: Suicidal thoughts and tendencies and Alcohol abuse and tendencies ⚠️

The Twisted Mind by marvelousmayam

"I felt as if I didn't belong, And I felt as if i'm not sick enough" Alfie struggles with the concept of food. He loves it, he hates it and just wants to find peace with it and within himself. He wants to make up with his body, his mind but he's lost all control so he's finding it hard to live. Alfie Hailo, a 16 year old swimmer, has been struggling with food since the age of 13. His parents put him in dance class when he was 6 but he was getting bullied as he got older, so decided to quit and choose a more 'masculine' sport.His father also left the family home 2 years prior and has been struggling to understand why. He has amazing friends, and an amazing family who love and care for him dearly but, he doesn't feel this. He feels like he has to be perfect. With the pressure of school, and having to keep up to the social norms of a professional swimmer, it's hard for Alfie to concentrate. He needs the help. And to do this, Alvin helps. Alvin helps him find his worth, take control, and makes his life easier, or so he seems. His best friends, Killian and Ruby, know Alfie inside and out. They know his family life, school life. And this is because Alfie is a simple person. He has never had a detention, nor has he been expelled. He's a straight A student with no history of alcohol or drug abuse. Will they suspect anything? How will Alfie proceed with his excruciating pain. Will he cover it up or will he find the courage to speak up and seek help?

Written in the Stars (Hiatus) (Book 1) by 6MonthsofStoriesbyMe

(This is my second time ever writing a book description, so please just bear with me on this one) Dean Silvers, a 16-year-old boy, abused by his father and suffering from a severe case of suicidal depression, feels no more hope in his life. Rhys Dawn, a 17-year-old boy, supposed to never be stressed or insecure or struggling, actually carries some doubt, fear, and self-consciousness, while hiding it all with his intelligent and hard-working personality. What happens when two childhood friends and supposed opposites fall in love and shit hits the fan? (Some of this doesn't actually work with the semi-improvised plot and storyline, and it truly isn't my best work, so I apologize for the crappy description) Thanks! Enjoy my first non-fanfiction story! WARNING: This story contains elements of suicide, severe depression, sexual harassment, and sexual scenes. Please view with caution, and viewer discretion is advised.

"Silence" Book 1 by Miyogo_XD

What do you do when the person that loved you more than the world itself, dies? Thats the question Damian is asking himself. After the death of his mom Damian isn't sure what to do with himself anymore. Crying seems like the only solution at the moment. Or is it? How could the charming new kid, Alastor Mcay ever mend Damian's heart back together? Will their new found friendship flourish into something more or will it collide with a blizzard. And who are these letters from? ‐--------------------------------------------- ⚠️!WARNING!⚠️ - bxb (gay) - horribly written - Grammer mistakes - there is some triggering things so if your sensitive to : mention of death, panic / anxiety attacks, and or yelling. - may contain minor language ------------ May you enjoy! Started - mm/dd/2019 Ended - 3/29/22 *12/18/21 - #62 hellagay *1/18/22 - #15 hellagay *8/6/22 - #66 hellagay

Dear Emma by themusicsoul

Emma Baker was her best friend. She was also his girlfriend. Until she wasn't anymore. And what better way to replace the hole that she left than alcohol? ~*~ Emma is gone. But her boyfriend, Ryder, and her best friend, Kai, are still here. And they're hurting. Kai and Ryder have been close, even before Ryder started dating Emma. They grew up together, their parent's friends since college. So when Emma dies, and they both start falling in the same rabbit hole, their parents ship them off to grief camp. Which isn't as bad as they expected. There, they learn how to cope with Emma's death, leaning on each other; maybe a little too much. WARNING: this book has language, deals with suicide, depression, grief, and underage drinking

What He Left Behind by zoe_grimm

This wasn't Cody Lim's first funeral. Cody Lim never imagined having to bury his younger twenty-three-year-old brother, Clarence. He thought he was through with burying family members, but the universe had dealt him a shitty hand. This time, guilt plagued him more than he thought, knowing he had willingly walked away from his brother six years ago-a relationship he could no longer rekindle even if he wanted to. When Ezra Davey had learned of his roommate Clarence's heart condition, he had begged him to reach out to his estranged brother before time ran out. Ezra had been lucky to have six great years with him, but he didn't expect he'd have to make the harrowing call that Clarence's heart had given out before either brother could reach out. Death had been the guillotine of a relationship Cody could never rekindle, but it's what Clarence left behind that makes the journey of moving on a little easier. -A Novelette- -A Gen 3 2023 entry-

Everything I Wanted by writtenbyklara

"Clemence! Look at how easy it is. Stop worrying, I'll survive." She laughs. Balancing on the ledge of the bridge. "Olive! Come down, it's dangerous!" I scream. "Look!" She starts standing on one leg and does a ballet pose. She does a pirouette but loses grip and stumbles. My heart rate increases. "Get down!" I scream more panicked than ever. She just laughs it off. "I can prove it one more time!" She does a sauté and her confidence fades when she misses the ledge and falls. I run and try to grab her hand but it's too late instead I grab air and watch as she falls to her death. Her face is terrified and our gaze's lock. "CLEMENTINE!" She screams and that is the last thing I hear before she hits the ground and her body becomes limp. At that moment I knew she was dead. ~ * ~ Clementine is sixteen when her best friend dies. This leaves her in agony and devastation. She has one plan, that she shall die. But suddenly the optimistic and joyous Monroe comes along and makes her question her decisions. Will she give up on life or will she from now on live her life fully? One happy boy. One angry girl. Only death can separate them. TRIGGER WARNING This story mentions bipolarity, depression, suicide and contains sexual content. Read at your own risk. Yours Truly. PS: this story was written after I saw 'All The Bright Places' with my best friend :(

Reincarnate // BL // Completed by DiscreteConfinds

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The grand life of Philip | ✓ by aiyorii

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The Drugs Won't Help Book. 1 by DontTrustACryBaby

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Letters To And From

Anth comes into Kade's life exactly when they need him. The two of them save each other in ways the other doesn't understand. But when Anth's grandpa gets sick he's the only one willing and able to take care of him. So he has to leave Kade and move across the country. So they agree to write letters to each other, neither of them ready to say goodbye. These are those letters. But will the letters be enough? Or will Kade's heart get stolen by someone else? ⚠️ Trigger Warnings: Suicidal thoughts and tendencies and Alcohol abuse and tendencies ⚠️