ONE MORE BAD DECISION
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Last published Tue, May 5, 2020
I dont know how many times people have to feel pain.. maybe countless times.. maybe for all their lives.
As for me...
I just choose to feel nothing, to feel empty, to be a dull person. I learned to fake my emotion, smiled without twinkle in the eyes, hold back the tears when they tired to escape from where I hid them and laugh just to assure people surrounds me that Im okay.
Until I met him... he gave me the hope to bring back the joy in my life, he make me want to be happy again, to enjoy every single day of my life to show my true emotion. Cry. Laugh. Smile.
And I thought...
Maybe... just maybe...
He's worth my one more bad decision.
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