I'd like for people to understand why I did what I did. My life was a roller coaster except my ride never ended. It kept going and going heading straight, always straight. There was no curves, no steep drops, no screaming, no enjoyment and no thrill. There was also no people on it, only me. Put yourself in my shoes. Understand me, please. I had been going in this never ending ride for so long I had forgotten the feeling of well.... everything. Until Phoenix Saldana showed up. He was the biggest and highest hill on the tracks of my ride. And for that I could never forget him. I was in his debt. Except I never got the chance to pay it off. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I would like to quickly mention that any part of my story that either has media whether it be images, videos etc. (unless stated so) is not personally owned by me all credit goes to each individual maker/ creator. If you own any media shown in this book and would like for me to take it down please notify me and I will gladly do so. Thank you for taking interest in my book! All the love. xxL.Axx