Journal From The School Slut
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Ongoing<5 mins
Last published Thu, Aug 3, 2017
Dear Journal,
I know, a dumb and cliche beginning but for now it's the only thing I can think of.
I honestly can't say the amount of entries and endings I'll have because...
Well let's get started, shall we? See what I did there. I didn't finish my sentence. I have a lot of things unfinished.
Like every love story, or the ones I saw and believed on Disney as a kid, they turned out perfect. Happily ever after was how every one ended. So I guess from that age they painted a perfect picture in our mind. The one of many lies they fed to us. So here they are all the lies in the world, including my rocky and not so perfect love story. So sit back and enjoy as I pore all my emotions on to soon to be ending page. Because you will enjoy it. But trust me I never did.
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