Gazing at the Past, Looking for the Future
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Last published Sat, Apr 5, 2014
Diana Payne is a normal 17 year old in London, but I forgot to mention the fact that her brother is a world pop sensation named Liam Payne. Follow her story of living with the five famous stars, read along the tough times and the times of pure joy. What is it like to live in her brother's shadow, but still trying to develop her own life? What is it like to love that one lad that won't love you back? What is it like to live with an abusive parent and a haunting past?
*WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS GRAPHICAL CONTENT OF SELF-HARM, SEXUAL AND PHYSICAL ABUSE, EATING DISORDERS, AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND ATTEMPT(S). READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. Please do not read further if easily triggered.
Author's note:
Hey mates! I update about once a day, so you won't have to worry MUCH about cliff hangers. I am a professional writer and a journalist, so I am trying to write this as interesting as possible and still trying to keep to MOST facts. If anyone is interested in being a character in the story (could be a girlfriend to one of the lads! ;) - just let me know your character's name, personality and looks!)
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