Before I Jump
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My life was perfect. I'd managed to convince myself that this was true for the past sixteen years. Who else was able to grow up in New York as a rich teen? How many girls did you know that scurried the Upper West Side holding a Prada bag at the age of 12? Now, how many of these girls do you know want to end it all?
As stood on the ledge of my high-rise apartment, I looked down at the many cars at a standstill in the traffic. My toes curled over the edge.
You need to understand why I wanted to jump. So, I will start at the beginning.
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