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Before I Jump

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depression drama girl highschool romance teen youngadult

My life was perfect. I'd managed to convince myself that this was true for the past sixteen years. Who else was able to grow up in New York as a rich teen? How many girls did you know that scurried the Upper West Side holding a Prada bag at the age of 12? Now, how many of these girls do you know want to end it all?

As stood on the ledge of my high-rise apartment, I looked down at the many cars at a standstill in the traffic. My toes curled over the edge. 

You need to understand why I wanted to jump. So, I will start at the beginning.All Rights Reserved

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