It Still Haunts Me
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It was my fault.. Wasn't it? I watched it. I saw it. I heard it. I noticed all the red flags and still went on to live this lie, this abuse, this terror.. This nightmare.. But most importantly, I didn't stop it because I didn't want to stop being loved. I didn't want to be alone. But if I just woke up from this fantasy I thought I was living.. maybe.. just maybe they would still be alive.. unharmed. Or maybe things wouldn't have gone so wrong if I had just.. Loved differently. Just thinking about everything leading up to this moment makes me wonder where it all went so wrong. What I had done to ruin such a perfect life. and why was I the one to live after all this. The villain. The antagonist. why am I still here.. the one who wronged everyone.. I mean it was my fault.. wasn't it?
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