MAKE ME.

I hate the dark, I hate the night, I hate my bed and I hate dreaming. I can't ever close my eyes at night because all I ever think about is you. You kissing me, you holding me, you telling me things, promising me thing, then you leaving and lying and then your gone. Poof, just like smoke. We have been through a lot together, we even had a kid. Getting pregnant at a young age was not my life plan, but hey it happened. I don't know why you left and I don't care anymore to try and find out, it hurts to much. We are friends now, but you are still mean to me. The only time you talk to me is when it involves our daughter and I don't mind that. It's easier to deal with you ignoring me, than with you fighting with me all the time. So that's how I live my days, avoiding anything that has to deal with you, not because I want to but because It just simply easier and it hurts less. Out of sight, out of mind right? It works. People this is a story of a heart break and how much it ruins a person. this is also a story of how all pain heals, maybe not completely but enough so you don't feel it everyday. This is a story of fears and trust and of finding that one person who is strong enough to break your walls. This is a story where you think your walls won't break but then they do, yet you still look that one person in the eye and say " MAKE ME. "