MAKE ME.
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Last published Fri, Feb 14, 2014
I hate the dark, I hate the night, I hate my bed and I hate dreaming. I can't ever close my eyes at night because all I ever think about is you. You kissing me, you holding me, you telling me things, promising me thing, then you leaving and lying and then your gone. Poof, just like smoke. We have been through a lot together, we even had a kid. Getting pregnant at a young age was not my life plan, but hey it happened. I don't know why you left and I don't care anymore to try and find out, it hurts to much. We are friends now, but you are still mean to me. The only time you talk to me is when it involves our daughter and I don't mind that. It's easier to deal with you ignoring me, than with you fighting with me all the time. So that's how I live my days, avoiding anything that has to deal with you, not because I want to but because It just simply easier and it hurts less. Out of sight, out of mind right? It works. People this is a story of a heart break and how much it ruins a person. this is also a story of how all pain heals, maybe not completely but enough so you don't feel it everyday. This is a story of fears and trust and of finding that one person who is strong enough to break your walls. This is a story where you think your walls won't break but then they do, yet you still look that one person in the eye and say " MAKE ME. "
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My hands were stretched out to him. Expressing what my voice couldn't. I needed his help - even if it's just this once - I'd hoped he helped me. But he didn't reach out to me. Instead, I watch him turn his back at me. I watch him walk away when I needed him the most. Even after all she said, there was a part of me that hoped it wasn't true. Even if he doesn't love me - I'd thought he would at the very least liked me... maybe? I thought all the things I did for him would make him see me, tolerate me or something. But no. We kept drifting further apart. And it's all my fault. I simply did too much. I trusted the wrong person. Did the craziest things for love. Forgot my self worth. All these to earn his approval, his acknowledgment - for him to see me - none of which ever happened. And now, here I am. Lying in the pool of my own blood for someone who doesn't even care for my life or death. Oh, how I wish I could turn back time! I refuse to face my family like this. This is too shameful. For I've fallen too far from the woman I was raised to be. I dare not face my mama. Now, for the first time ever, I wish not to be seen, heard or even thought of- I wish not to be saved. I wish my soul disintegrates and scatters into nothingness . I wish to be completely erased from the universe. This story isn't edited yet. I apologize for some mistakes you might see. Your comments and advices are appreciated as this is my first book so it might be quite... Thank you
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