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When I Remember

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"Frasier: "Hello, Claire. I'm listening."
Claire: "I'm, um... Well, I'm a mess. Eight months ago, my boyfriend and I broke up, and I just can't get over it. The pain isn't going away. It's almost like I'm in mourning or something."
Frasier: "Claire, you are in mourning. But you're not mourning the loss of your boyfriend; you're mourning the loss of what you thought your life was going to be. Let it go. Things don't always work out how you plan. That's not necessarily bad. Things have a way of working out anyway."
- The Good Son"

Sequel to "I Remember When"All Rights Reserved

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