I was kidnapped from my family at the age of 5. Ever scine then I was abused mentally and physically. I was also raped many times. I hate my self for being weak , not able to do anything to stop it. But that's not what hurts me and make me hate myself. It is the fact that they have trained me and yet I am still not strong enough to stop this. I wish I could die here and now so I won't suffer any more. Winter Snow is 18 and ever scine she was 5 she was abused and raped by her kidnappers. Worst of all they train her and yet she still isn't strong enough to fight back. Winter only wants one thing. It is not finding her mate, reuniting with her family or being free. What she wants is death.