The Cold Hearted Boy I Used To Be
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Publikasi terakhir Kam, Agt 3, 2017
Slight trigger warning, I felt physically sick while writing this. I'd like to think that Brendon, Sarah, and everyone in this is about 50-70 years old, respectively. I've taken the liberty to assume Sarah, being her charismatic self, would go travelling with the girls, Linda, Kala, Breezy, and maybe Nicole, since I'm editing this after the newest member addition. I didn't mention Bogart, only Penny, because it is logical both of their puppies would have passed on by then, and I couldn't handle that, so I settled.
The first song is from an improvised periscope session in 2015 & the following song mentioned is Karma Police by Radiohead. Lastly, according to Kerrang Magazine in 2006, Ryan and Brendon have slow danced to 'All These Things I've Done' by The Killers, and I've confirmed it since then.
'The Cold-Hearted Boy I Used To Be' is just a lyric from that song that seemed fitting.
Thanks so much for reading, if anyone does. ✨
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