Will you stay?
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Phil has always had problems finding love in his life. He has always had problems in general, whether it be depression or anxiety, mental abuse from his family and bullying. He believed that it would never stop, the pain would never end and he would always be shot down whenever he got an idea. Until one day he met Daniel Howell. They quickly become friends, but could they ever be something more?
[Trigger warning]
Contains:
Self harm
Depression and Anxiety (I mean)
Slight sexual scenes
Homosexual themes
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