missing beat // phanfiction
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Inspired by the short film, "In A Heartbeat," everyone in the universe has a heart inside of them. Not just any heart, but something almost like another life form. But for some reason, Dan Howell doesn't have a heart. He's fallen in love before, but he was left behind and marked as a reject for not having one. Will Dan ever find the heart within himself?
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