Losing It
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[ A collection of Matty healy and George Daniel one shots. Trigger warning; there may be use of drugs, alcohol, mentions of sexual/physical/mental abuse, eating disorders, very explicit and mature sex scenes, and self harm. In NO way whatsoever am I trying to romanticize these things. ]
You make me lose it.
Cover: @ thegoodvybe on tumblr.
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